Quarter Life crisis?

Sometimes you feel that you're stuck here for eternity, life is not moving at all! Your assumptions, expectations, beliefs  all seem to fall apart and you end up finding yourself in midst of nothing. The phase becomes a sine curve with days dwindling between high and lows. You are stuck between your career, friendships, relationships and your life ahead! 

Right career is the word I guess when you are stuck between finding a balance between the work and the work you would love . Sometimes you just want to break free and go something that you are really passionate about! but not everyone is ready to take risks, not everybody has a fall back plan and end of it there are family's expectations so finding a balance may be the call of the moment and giving sometime till you're ready to fly ! 

You don't seem to develop those friendships to match the awesomeness of under- graduation or rather early 20s.  There might be reason for it because early 20s are your defining years , those were the people whom you grow up with in real sense, they were the part of  that  drama about studies and grades,  shared your love and heartbreaks  and end up forging lifetime of bond and made all those moments memories but now in mid 20s , it isn't as easy a task ! You don't want to get out of your own comfortable cocoon and be open to new people and their  perspectives and may be your expectations are already ingrained and you don't want to budge from them.  

Then there are relationships,  you keep falling in love with wrong person at all times and  ignoring the person who is in love with you. Live in the hope of  yours being reciprocated.  You  wait for his text messages, you stalk all his social networks, keep checking his last-seens! Following his interests and activities and trying your best to be just perfect for him ! and yes they are right when they say Love is not easy! It's not at all easy, you might end up losing yourself if you give it in.  Someone might be looking up to you but you've your own fairy tale where you're looking for your perfect prince and don't want to break that dream however much may living it might hurt. 

Almost everyone in life faces the quarter-life crisis so enjoying it while getting past it so that when you look back, you could really laugh upon yourself and be happy that your boat sailed the storm!